
Reached beyond your language
This is why I say you don’t find the right man for you. He is revealed. In exactly this way.
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This is why I say you don’t find the right man for you. He is revealed. In exactly this way.

I think it takes a village to rehabilitate an adult. To re teach safety. To re orient trust. To love and be loved completely.

It’s like the denseness of his situation eroded my ability to imagine well for him. No matter how much I wanted to. I was both seduced and consumed by the circumstance. I hated that I was so taken by it that, even though we’d become so close, I couldn’t imagine him free.