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Leaving John: Day + Night 4

Leaving John: Day + Night 3

Leaving John: Day + Night 2

Leaving John: Day + Night 1

Leaving John the Baptist (Day + Night 0)
I was entirely resurrected last night by Neville Goddard’s lecture titled “One Greater than John,” which I first read five years ago but has since taken on a new shade and, thus, a fresh meaning for me.

Having no range produces the corniest humans
What seems like wisdom is a slow and quiet erosion of the possibilities of a person: what they could be if they had full access to paradoxical pathways that truly allowed their personhood to expand outward.

Gazelle; Prettiest Position?
I’ve been doing Lyra for weeks now and I feel most confident about the gazelle illusion split move.

Raising funds for a $700,000 project and I’m sick of it already
Where do I even begin with this?



No. I’m not going to beat the character into submission to hold onto the assumption, I let her give up. And this is why…
It’s like the denseness of his situation eroded my ability to imagine well for him. No matter how much I wanted to. I was both seduced and consumed by the circumstance. I hated that I was so taken by it that, even though we’d become so close, I couldn’t imagine him free.


Reached beyond your language
This is why I say you don’t find the right man for you. He is revealed. In exactly this way.

Relearning trust through many hands
I think it takes a village to rehabilitate an adult. To re teach safety. To re orient trust. To love and be loved completely.